Thursday, April 13, 2017

Update April 13, 2017

Two days ago Scott and I went to a follow up appointment with my Oncologist in regards to my current situation. After looking at the CT scan it became quiet clear to us things are worse than we initially thought. I have tumors some as big as 3 cm all throughout my liver. He said it kind of looks like swiss cheese in there and I could tell that he was right. He said this is a visceral crisis.

However despite this news Scott and I have graciously been given joy and peace. Not only that we have hope that this diagnosis will be used to glorify God in a might way. So if you are reading this and feel despair or anger, please don't. This is the time to go before God in boldness and rejoicing and  with great expectation of his mighty hand doing powerful things in my body. I have gotten to the end of myself and my striving and I am resting in the power and blood of Jesus. My eyes are fixed on him and he will not do anything that he doesn't deem fit for my life.

I have been in some pretty bad pain the last few days but it seems to me that each day my pain is actually lessening, and that I have been able to eat small nutritious meals throughout the day. I am still tired and rest a lot but I'm thankful because God has allowed family and friends to surround us with support, care and love.

I also want to make it very clear that I am not looking at this situation in a naive way. I fully understand that I may die from this disease and I have watched people with cancer do the same. However even in this I have peace. We will all someday die, this is the reality of living in a sinful world, but praise God that through Christ, death has lost its sting and no matter which way this goes God will be glorified. Take a moment to let that concept soak into your heart. So often we run from the thought of death, we fill our days with things that make us feel important and strong. I have been given the gift of staring death straight in the face and although it is not something I wish to do it allows me to align all my priorities and realize what is truly important. My prayer for all of you who are reading this, is that you would understand more clearly what it means to put your life and will into the hands of a God who loves you. I do believe despite this situation I'm in that God is loving and faithful and good. Let me make it very clear that this strength I have is NOT from me. I have been filled up with a supernatural love and peace. In my own nature I am a worm and freak out about most everything. Christ is sustaining me. Let him do the same for you.

As we approach Easter, take some time to really think about what Christ did for all of us on the cross. He was being obedient to the Father. In so doing he has made a way for us to enter into the throne of grace and have a relationship with God. What a blessing and joy that despite what we all might be going through there is hope through Jesus Christ!

Scott and I are praying about the next step we need to take in terms of treatment. We have a pretty clear idea of what that will be but we do want to take time to really pray about it.

Here are a few things to be praying about for us right now...

~ Please pray boldly for complete and full healing. I believe that he is willing and able to do this for me.

~Pray for wisdom as we make decision about my health.

~Please pray for my Mom who has and will continue to help us during these days. Pray that the Lord would give her strength and joy for the days to come.

~ Lift up Scott as he is trying to juggle work, helping me, and caring for our kids.

~Pray for our children that their hearts would be guarded and filled with joy.

Thank you all so much for your support and prayers!

                                                             

                                                            God I Look To You

22 comments:

  1. Dearest Aimee - you have blessed me tremendously through your testimony of faith. Letting go and letting God is often the hardest thing we have to do. Though we profess our faith in Him, we still feel the need to control our situations. I am praying for you and your entire family today. I am asking all those in my community of faith to do likewise. Our God is an awesome God! In Christ's unfathomable love and mercy, Mary Anne Kavanaugh

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    1. I am Shannon Land by name. Greetings to every one that is reading this testimony. I have been rejected by my husband after three(2) years of marriage just because another woman had a spell on him and he left me and the kid to suffer. One day when i was reading through the web, i saw a post on how this spell caster on this email address:drjattolovespelltemple@gmail.com have help a woman to get back her husband and i gave him a reply to his address and he told me that a woman had a spell on my husband and he told me that he will help me and after 2 days that i will have my husband back. i believed him and today i am glad to let you all know that this spell caster have the power to bring lovers back. because i am now happy with my husband. Thanks for Dr. Jatto. his email:drjattolovespelltemple@yahoo.co.uk or his Mobile Number:+27832193146.

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  2. Aimee, as I read your words, they comforted me! How amazing that you can do that after being given this harsh news. It's hard to comprehend how tumors can shrink in one part of the body and grow rampant in another. I will be fasting and praying for you today, asking God for a severe mercy...a miraculous healing. We know he is more than able, and that he delights to heal our bodies, as he proves over and over. May the Lord continue to hold you close through this time. J. Conte

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  3. We give thanks to God always for you, constantly mentioning you in our prayers, remembering before our God and Father your work of faith and labor of love and steadfastness of hope in our Lord Jesus Christ. For we know, sister loved by God, that he has chosen you, because our gospel came to you not only in word, but also in power and in the Holy Spirit and with full conviction. You know what kind of men we proved to be among you for your sake. And you became imitators of us and of the Lord, for you received the word in much affliction, with the joy of the Holy Spirit, so that you became an example to all the believers... (1 Thess 1:1-7)

    He is using all of this for His glory Aimee, thank you for being used.

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  4. So much wisdom and truth in this post! My heart is heavy but so many are carrying you boldly before our Father, and He is Good. Continuing to pray!

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  5. Aimee, this is both thrilling to read and heart-rending. It is so clear that God is working through you in a powerful way and that you are taking part in something bigger than yourself, but we are praying for complete healing too!

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  6. A college friend of your mom-We've never met, Aimee, but I am deeply moved and encouraged by your very faithful response that reflects both the joy and the gravity of your circumstance. You have spoken a very articulate and credible witness, and one that cannot be had any other way other than walking in the valley. It is the broken road of this world. Reading in John 17 today of Jesus' prayer for His followers, and us, His future believers, He expresses the greatest purpose we have is to glorify the Father as Jesus has glorified Him on earth. You are fulfilling that, and caused the Father to smile in delight at His dear child, Aimee, who smiles through pain and "though he slays me, I will rejoice". Our human hearts pray for healing and restoration on earth, but the harder prayer is for His will to be done for the greatest glory. Still selfishly I pray for the two prayers to be one in the same. I join the family of Christ for miraculous wholeness and restoration for your liver and any other affected areas in the powerful name of Jesus, the Healer! May we stand with your mother Beth, supporting her arms for victory in battle, in weariness, in discouragement as she stands solidly on the mountain of God with an expansive view of raging war before her. Keep all in that amazing peace that passes understanding to which Aimee testifies You have given her. May your message of strength birthed only in Christ, reach deeply into the hearts of many who are used to platitude rather than praise. We raise our arms, shoulder to shoulder in communal praise for the Father who loves us more than anyone ever did or could.
    May He draw you, Aimee, to His breast in constant strong embrace, and whisper sweet words of consolation and strength to a hungry heart. May we glorify God here, and hunger for the day we stand together in glory with the Father. Thank you for catching our tears in a bottle. There are many bottles, and I can't help but think they are part of the perfume poured on the altar in praise of our Lord. May Jesus Christ be praised now and forever, and may many come to "know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent". John 17:3 kathy howarth

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  7. Dear Aimee,
    Thank you for your words, and for the privilege of praying for you and your family through this. I see God's strength in you and His power as you praise Him in this earthly circumstance. Thank you for what you have taught us in your suffering and your joy.
    Love, Jessica Hansen

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  8. Dear Aimee, you are walking on water, and our faith increases as we stumble along with you as you stride before us. Grace, peace, joy, and healing in Jesus' mighty name.

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  9. Aimee,

    My heart aches for you and your family. But, just as you believe, we have an Almighty, Powerful God who can do wondrous things! Whatever His plan is for you, I know that you are living a life pleasing and glorifying to Him. You are such as inspiration, and God is using you and your life in so many ways. I absolutely pray for healing, for lessening of pain, for comfort. But most importantly, I pray for your continuing trust in Him, His plan, His timing. You are on my heart often, and I know our Lord has placed you there. I am so grateful He has created you as His own. Your faith in Him is so evident! My dear sister in Christ, praying without ceasing!

    Jenn (Mumma) Chase

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